A Civil War soldier’s stay at Camp Douglas in Chicago – Part 2
Part 1 is here.
October 21
Dear Father,
While down in the city, I went to the top of the court house, which is 192 steps from the ground. There we have a splendid view of the city and prairies for miles around. From there I went to the engine houses of course and had an offer to work. I was offered $40 a month to fire a coal burner called the Lucifer, a splendid looking engine.
I had a pretty good view of the city yesterday, walking all around.
Yesterday our regiment, together with the 126th, had orders to drill, from 10 to 12 AM and from 1 to 3 PM. About two thirds of our regiment refused to turn out. Some of the companies did not turn out at all. The boys all say they have no right to drill, and will not.
They are going to take 100 men from this regiment every week to stand on guard. The boys protest against this also. The Garibaldi’s [regiment] when they put them on guard, they tore down the fence and lit a fire and burnt up the guns, and now they carry around barrels and some bayonets.
6 PM. We have drilled twice today but had no dress parade on account of the wind. Our ground is very sandy and when the wind blows, it is very unpleasant.
About 8 PM a fire broke out just back of our headquarters. You may be sure there was some excitement. We moved all the things out of the Major’s, Chaplain’s and Quartermaster’s, but fortunately the fire did not reach here. Some of the artillery boys swore every barracks on the ground should come down, so last night we had double guard on all around. You may be sure it is very pleasant laying here and thinking every noise is the cry of fire.
October 23
We are living a little more comfortable now. I have got a room off from the barracks with H. Warren. It is a great deal pleasanter and I can keep my things nicer. We still have to watch the barracks nights not knowing what time they may be fired.
October 24
Since I wrote the other letter, I have heard a great deal news. Yesterday afternoon, I carried the mail around to the boys on guard.
I got one for one of the boys in the hospital. Captain wanted me to take it to him and read it for him. His name was Jimmy Waddle. I read a part of the letter to him and showed him a photograph of his sisters. He got so excited that I could not finish it. The nurse and Chaplain Brown thought I had better keep it and if he died during the night, to send it back to his sister. So this morning, I wrote to his sister in Gates County and enclosed the letter and photograph. I wrote to her giving her all the particulars. He died at 11 minutes past 8. His last words, “Bill I want the Doctor”. He died about 20 minutes after I left the hospital. I had been up to see him two or three times during the day and had sat and talked with him.
So goes another of our boys through neglect and carelessness of doctors. The Doctor Hopkins had given him so much quinine that his mouth was coated and black with it. He was in great pain and I thought he would die while I was at the hospital. May I be spared from ever having to go to the hospital…I do not hesitate to say that with proper care he might now be alive. If I ever am taken very sick, I want you to take me home as I will die before I will go to the hospital and take that medicine. The boys all say that a man never comes out alive.
I got the trunk all right and opened it, without the key, the Captain having it and he being off on guard. He did not like it. He said the trunk was for him. I think a man ought to have the right to open is own trunk. The next time you send me anything, please send nothing for anyone else in it. The motto is “every one for himself” here, and that will be the only way to save trouble.
I divided the fruit with the Captain and gave him his fruit, and what more could he ask? It made me mad to think I could not open my own trunk. I shall send home the trunk but have not got much to send home in it.
I would give $10 if I knew what is to be done with us. In this morning’s paper, it is reported that we are to be under Siegel when exchanged. This would be good news, if so.
I will write you again in a day or two. I am very much obliged to you for all those good things and you may be certain I shall enjoy them.
October 26
On Saturday last we had the first snow storm of the season. It snowed quite fast for a few minutes.
When Jimmy Waddle left here, we had six pall bearers march on each side of the Hearse. Also a guard of eight men marching to the rear with their guns reversed. We marched half way to the city and would have went all the way, if it had not been so late. But we found that they had got just time to get to the depot. There was three corpses taken from the ground when they took Waddle, two from our regiment.
You need not be alarmed about my being a nurse in the hospital where there is the small pox. How can they detail me when I am a non commissioned officer? At any rate I would not go there. I think there is no danger now of the small pox spreading, as we hear no more of it.
I saw a letter in last week’s Republican about our model doctor and hospital. This is all a lie, and I can prove it. Anyone can see it was an officer that wrote it. A man that will write such a letter as that ought to be shot. I think we boys ought to know.
October 28
Yesterday I got a pass and went down in the city in the morning, looked around a little, then went to Mrs. Stones about 2:30 PM. There I got a splendid lunch and had a tip top visit. I gave Althea Yager that Lyons paper that you sent me. She thought that was a splendid letter. So did Mrs. Stone. When I got ready to leave, Mrs. Stone gave me a nice jar of pickled cucumbers, a basket of sweet potatoes and some nice fruit cake. And then to finish it, she brought me up to camp with my things. I never shall forget her kindness to me and all she has done for me. She is very anxious to have me come out and stay all day and night. If we do not leave here, I think I shall, for it would feel good to sleep in a good bed again, as I have not slept in a bed in three months. The only trouble with Mrs. Stone, she flatters me too much. She says she enjoys herself more in my company than in any of the other boys. I never have enjoyed myself better since enlisting than at her house. She gave me a pile of old magazines in the bargain.
You asked me whether the small pox was spreading or not. We do not hear anything about it now, so think there is no danger. You asked if there was anything the matter with me. There is nothing but a bad cough. I have felt quite well ever since I have been here, more so than any one else. Almost all of the boys have been troubled with something. Aleck has been quite sick for a week or two past and has run down a great deal. He looks very white and poor. Tom Hooker has not been very well, but is all right now.
October 29
Mother,
You must not think because I have not written to you that I did not want you to write. Far from it. But I supposed that the news I had written [to Father], you would all like to hear.
I am trying to carry myself about right, and think I can get along by behaving myself and carrying myself about right. I have attended some of the evening meetings at the post chapel, but can not attend regular on account of my being on guard.
I am very sorry, of course, that I could not come home. I would like a change, both of diet and lodging. Here we have no conveniences of lodging. Nothing but blankets to sleep on and under. So I cannot take off pants.
I do not know what I should think, to set down to a table, and sleep on a bed again. Do not think I am complaining. Far from it. I tell you what I want, next week when I take supper with you. That is wheat pancakes and syrup. I think I could relish this.
You should see the how excited the boys are at the prospect of coming home, and I, a little.
October 30
A daily scene here is men with barrels over them marching around the ground. A hole is cut in the head, just large enough to get the head through. Some are standing on the top of a barrel. These punishments are mostly for running away and for getting drunk.
October 31
This morning we were mustered in, preparatory to being paid. I think we will be paid about Monday next, but cannot tell. Things do not look as favorable for our going home now, as they did. I am afraid I shall be disappointed. It would be a disappointment, truly. Some say we are to leave next Monday, but cannot tell. The truth is, they dare not tell us a day before hand. If they did, the boys would burn and tear down all the buildings. I think if we do come home, it will be after we are paid off and not before.
November 5
Mr. Sharp arrived here this morning and found his boy pretty sick. He is looking very bad and I do not think he could be moved home, even if he got a furlough. I hardly think he will die, but I think he will be very sick.
Albert Hunt is quite sick to night with a fever. I think he will be a sick boy. He has been complaining for several days past. Today he went to the hospital, and tonight I have been to see him, and he wanted me to tell his father he was sick. I think he had ought to have a furlough, and I shall speak to the Captain in the morning.
November 8
Wm Sharp died at 4:20, Thursday afternoon. His parents arrived here on Wednesday morning about 10 AM. He was conscious until 2 AM, Friday, when he commenced dying, and lingered along until the afternoon. Eight of our boys escorted the corpse to the depot and did all in their power to help the parents. We escorted it to the depot and there guarded it until it was put on the train. It was a heavy blow for his folks as he did not look but little like dropping away so soon, when they arrived here. He weighed 210 lbs when he enlisted and served just three months almost to an hour. I do not think we could have lost a man, that will be more missed than him. He was quiet, steady and always doing his duty.
After his parents had left, we went to the Tremont House and heard General Freemont speak for a few moments. This was just what I had been wanting for a long time. He seems to think this war will be ended in three months. He is a short, good looking man, and I think he makes a splendid looking soldier.
I have just been to our breakfast, which is salt bacon, so salty that nobody can eat it, bread and coffee. I never could drink the coffee since I was sick at the Ferry. Now how do you think we could live like that? And we could not except we bought some butter to eat on our toasted bread, and this all costs money. I wish you would send me a little. I do not like to ask for money and am sorry to write for it, but we must live here, and if we come home, I could not live on the rations we would have.
November 9
I have been on guard today in the White Oak guard house. I have had 24 men on a relief to guard 40 men. It is rather a dull way to spend Sundays, but then we can’t help it. Today quite an amusing thing occurred. In the guard house, a woman came in, dressed in soldier’s uniform and was put in the guard house. I say amusing, but it was a sad sight. She was so drunk that they had to carry her in.
Perhaps you may wonder how I spend so much money. It is just like this. Without butter we could do nothing with out it. It is impossible to live on this salt bacon and dry bread. You do not want me to when I can live better. And then there is milk to eat once in awhile, and a great many more such things.
You asked me if I got my washing done. I do, as we have no conveniences for washing here. It costs me 8 cents per pair for drawers, 5 cents for shirts and three for stockings.
William Waters felt very lonely here since Billy Sharp died. He was just like a brother to him. I have bunked with Bill Sharp about six weeks, and I liked him and miss him very much.
On Guard 1:30 AM. This is a singular time to write at this time in the morning, but I know I must write now or get too late for the mail. I have just come on my relief and will have to stay till 10 AM, just going and returning to my breakfast.
I do not know how the Colonel will succeed in the plea that this is the most unhealthy place. This I know, that the second time this regiment went on guard, we had 68 men in the hospital and 78 sick in their barracks. Twelve men have died in the hospital that I know of, and I do not know how many have died out. It is nothing to see here five or six 6 men in the dead house at a time.
I wish Charlie could be here just one night to kill rats. About 7 PM, you can see every night the boys with sticks routing them out of wood piles and killing them by the dozen. I have seen as high as 60 in one pile, killed in a little while. They perfectly infest this place. You can walk nowhere with out seeing them.
November 12
You need not be alarmed about me. I am perfectly well, never better. You may be sure I shall take as good care of myself as possible. I would have no trouble in going to Mrs. Stones, in case I was taken sick, as they have repeatedly asked me to come and stay a week. I received a letter from you last Sunday with a $2.00 bill, in which was just what I wanted.
I received another letter from home today. I think you were mistaken in my telling you not to write to me. I think I said, do not send me any things until I knew whether we were to stay here or not. Do not send me a cap until I know whether I shall stay here all winter or not. If we stay here I want one. I could wear it all times. Whether on duty or not, that would make no difference.
Tomorrow our regiment has got to go on guard again. This time I shall get sleepy, as I was on before. I think I shall go to Mrs. Stones tomorrow, if I do not go on.
It had been raining all day and was awful muddy. Things are moving along in camp, just the same, no excitement. One hour we think we are going home and then the next, we give it all up.
You say you hear so much worse reports about the camp than what I write. I do not know how that is, though. I will own, I have made it smooth as possible. The best you can make of it, it is tough. And is no place for men to camp, much less to stay here during the Winter.
November 18
For the past few days, we have heard a dozen different rumors. First, that we were to be paid off, next, that we were going home. And now the news in Camp is that all the Harper’s Ferry paroled prisoners are exchanged.
November 23
5 PM: Just come from dress parade. An order was read for the 111th to leave Camp Douglas, on the route to Washington, on Monday next. We are to have first class passengers cars all the way. If the other troops want these, we shall go, but if not, then we will not, that’s all. The regiment is to be divided up into squads of 48 men to a car.
The boys are feeling tip top about leaving here. There will be fun, today and tomorrow. I hope they will not do as the 115th did, burning their barracks up just as they left here.
The 125th left here about an hour ago. I think I shall go on provost guard tomorrow. If not, I shall go to the city to church. That is, if I can get a pass.
November 25
We are still in camp here, but expect to leave here tomorrow afternoon. On Sunday night at dress parade, the order for our moving from here was countermanded, until further orders.
The 126th left here yesterday at 2 PM. It is very singular that our regiment is always been, and always will be behind all the rest. We are now the only New York regiment here.
We have had perfect liberty for the past few days to go and come when we choose. I have seen a great deal of the city for the past few days. Most likely we shall spend our Thanksgiving on the road, with salt bacon and hard tack for our dinner. This will not seem like home. If we stay at Washington, I shall hope to have some things from home.
One of our boys died in the hospital last night. William Pierce of Sodus. He died with the diphtheria. Tom Hooker is better, but I do not think he or A. Hunt will go with us.
5 PM: Just read marching orders for Washington, tomorrow at 3 PM. We are to go by Cleveland, Harrisburg and Baltimore. When we get to Washington, we are to report to Major General Halleck for further orders.
I am now perfectly contented, and now we know what we are to do. Tell Mother not to worry about me, I shall take care of myself.
I hope we shall go where there will be mail communications so that I can write often. I will write to you immediately on our arrival and as soon as we know what we are to do, as I know you will be anxious to hear. With love to all and sorry I could not have seen you.
I remain, Your Son
Manley
The boys are feeling tip top about leaving here. They little know what they have got to go through.

